not a love poem

this is not a love poem;
this not a declaration of unrealized love and new relationships;
it is simply
a warm greeting to a long awaited
friend to be found;
this is simply a thank you
for allowing me to find you;
thank you for being a kindred spirit
thank you for finding yourself in divine
and allowing your mother to move through you
like she moves in the waves of the ocean.
again i say,
this is not a love poem
it is an opportunity
to show you what is inside of me;
a chance to be myself for the sake of
being myself;
it is a chance to say i love you
to the world,
the heavens,
and to spirit.
and again i say thank you.
thank you for reawakening
osain and osun
inside of me
as they speak with Yemaya.
please believe me,
this is no love poem;
no flowery words
of what a world of you and me,
he and she,
or us and we
would be like.
and even though
you unintentionally enter
my subconscious as i lay asleep;
i see it for what it is
and the messages you bring
to me.
understand that this right here
is not a love poem;
even though i think of you on two occasions
day and night
(like the old song by the deale)
but the thoughts are not of what
would come from
physical gratification
but of what it would take to find
what triggers mental stimulation in you
remember now,
this is not a love poem;
but i do find it necessary
to let you know that
i dig your spirit
and the energy that
we share when talk.
and even though i have never heard your voice
or seen you laugh
i can hear you and see you
as clearly as if you were next to me.
now please understand
for the last time this is not
a love poem;
but i do dig the person you are
and i hope and pray
that i will get to
watch your evolution into the
Goddess you are to become.